Friday, February 15, 2008

Holding Artists Accountable

Can we hold artists accountable for their work? I believe that we Can hold artists accountable for their work to an extent. The reason I say this is because, even though artists can choose to put whatever they want in theit work, and they might not necissarily put their beliefs into their work, most of the time there will be at least a glimps into what the artists thinks. Most artists will put what they believe into their work, because that's why they do their art, whatever form of art, whether it be, acting, music, or painting, they do that form of art to express their beliefs.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

interacting with DARKNESS

Although it is night, I sit in the bathroom, waiting.
Sweat prickles behind my knees, the baby-breasts are alert.
Venetian blinds slice up the moon; the tiles quiver in pale strips.

Then they come, the three seal men with eyes as round
As dinner plates and eyelashes like sharpened tines.
They bring the scent of licorice. One sits in the washbowl,

One on the bathtub edge; one leans against the door.
"Can you feel it yet?" they whisper.
I don't know what to say, again. They chuckle,

Patting their sleek bodies with their hands.
"Well, maybe next time." And they rise,
Glittering like pools of ink under moonlight,

And vanish. I clutch at the ragged holes
They leave behind, here at the edge of darkness.
Night rests like a ball of fur on my tongue.
What is the significance of the girl interacting with the darkness in Adolescence II? In order to tell you the significance of the girl's interaction with the "darkness," I would have to fully understand what this poem is about. I don't. but I can try mybest to interpret what the "darkness" is, then we can go from there.
The "darkness" is obviously something bad, something that leaves her speechless. the "darkness" is something that keeps beating at her, something that torments her... I think that the "darkness" is the pressures that occur during adolescence.. love, lies, promiscuity, sex, drugs... and possibly cocoapuffs. ;) it is peer-pressure.
Now that we have established what the "darkness" is, we can begin to explain the significance of the girls interaction with it.
In the beginning, the girl resists the "darkness," or what we are calling peer-pressure. it keeps pressing on her, she begins to bend, then she breaks. peer-pressure has had it's way with her. like it does with every adolescent. then in the end, once peer-pressure, the "darkness" has it's way with her, the pressures just toss her aside. and she's left, all alone. broken. the last line is "night rests like a ball of fur on my tongue." have you ever had hair in your mouth? let alone an entire ball of fur. it's the worst feeling isn't it? you can't get ride of it. that's how "the darkness" leaves her. it leaves her, broken. alone. with a taste in her mouth that she can't get out.
This poem shows the torment that all adolescents go through. it shows how we can't avoid it, and as fast as the "seal men" or peer-pressures come, they are gone, like "glittering pools of ink".

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Victims?

How have I been a victim of hyperreality? I believe that movies create a false reality for me. even though I know that you can't believe everything uyou see in a movie.. I still leave the theater thinking to myself "why can't my life be like that?" or " why can't everything just work out in the end like it did in that movie?" but the truth is that movies create a false reality. The fact that I'm imagining my life if it was perfect isn't a false reality. the movie creates a false reality that makes me think that maybe it is possible to have a perfect life.. even though I know that it's not. Hyperreality causes us to all be disappointed with our lives, no matter how great they may be.. because they're not the perfect movie life. this is the hyperreality... not the fact that I want a better life, but the fact that I think that I need a better life because of what I see in movies!

Monday, January 21, 2008

postmodern Christians

I am a postmodern CHristian... I disgree with postmodernism.. but I tend to think like a postmodernist... ALL OF THE TIME!! I think that it is ok.. as Christians we just have to realize that postmodernism is a compleatly backwards worldview. I believe that many Christians tend to think postmodern.. is this a bad thing? I don't think it's that bad... but we can't get sucked into the dilusion of anti-realsim, and non-bnaturalism, or the celebration of chaos....

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Captain Jack is POMO




He is POMO in the sense that he is so carefree. He lets everything slide. He only does things that will benifit him. Captain Jack believes that whatever is right for him is right, even if it might not be right for someone else. in the same fashion he believes that even if someone elses truth isn't his truth, it can still be truth, as long as it's nothing bad for him. He believes that nothing matters, because he is always subject to this "dream" that his in. he never plans anything out, and he is always just "winging it" He roles with the punches, and lets his life be subject to chaos. He celebrates his disorderly life, and he doesn't submitt himself to social or political systems. he always follows this compass, but he doesn't even know where it's leading him. All he knows it that it is leading him to "what his heart truely longs for".

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Ants

so... we're supposed to break our "antly" pattern. if I may.

I was walking through the mall with my Australian exchange student when I saw a photobooth. I thought. "wow... what a good way to break out of my ant pattern and talk to someone I would have never talked to.

the first person I asked was this older black man. he had this awesome walking stick and a pimp type hat on. he looked legit. so... I walked up to him and asked if he wanted to take some pictures with me in the photobooth. his answer was no. I was disappointed. but he went on to say that the reason he couldn't take a picture is because he would get vertigo from the flash. he said it was from when he used to fight. I asked him "oh... you boxed?" he said. "yes... I boxed in New York." he went on to say that he was the only man who defeated this one boxing champion. (I can't remember his name.) he also said that he was a lower division welterwieght champion in New York. He was really happy that I had asked him to be in the picture though. he said thank you young man. it was nice meeting you. I said back "hey. it was even more awesome to meet you. have a great day."

well... I still needed to get a picture with someone. so I asked this older asian woman... she just said "NOOOOOoooo..." and walked away fast.
then I asked this chubby man, and he just kept walking and didn't say anything.

so... I went up to this girl that was working at Wetzel's Pretzels, her name was Renee. I asked her if she wanted to be in the pictures with me. she was like... "umm... ok?"

we went into the photobooth. it asked us what kinda of layout we wanted. the option were ones like: Love, or bestfriends, or cool people, or western and crap like that. I said to her... "oooo... let's do the love one!" she didn't have any objections.

it took 5 pictures and each one I made her do different things. then after it took the pictures I said thankyou. have a nice night. she went back to work.

it took like 3 minutes to print. and it prented 2 copys so I gave her a copy and wrote on the back "never forget me." then signed my name.

over all it was kinda wierd. but it was really cool hearing the old black mans stories, and taking pictures with a random girl from Wetzel's Prestzels.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Go to it.

“So Guildenstern and Rosencrantz go to’t”

I am led to believe that it is said in disapproval. The reason being that after Horatio say this, it seems that Hamlet tries to defend himself. Why would Hamlet try to defend himself if Horatio approved of what he did?!